inside

She laughs a lot, Smiles a lot
But from inside she is sad
Infliction of pain on her mind
And many violent thoughts she has had

Everyone thinks she's perfect
And has absolutely no troubles
But they have no idea
Her soul is being reduced into rubbles

Imagine living in a world
That seems so empty and void
She does not live in such a world
But that world she must avoid

People ask about her sadness
And she can do nothing but smile
For they won't understand
So she smiles and smiles and smiles

She hopes a day might come
Where she'll have an actual reason to cry
But for now
She'll just have to tell white lies

On the verge of tears
Not even an iota of happiness remains
How would she be happy
When her joy is imprisoned with chains,

The days go by
And oh, how she has cried
But maybe one day
She'll stop hurting from the inside